Allow me to introduce you to the most convicting verse in
the whole gosh-darn bible:
“Beware of practicing you righteousness before other people in order to be seen by them, for then
you will have no reward from your Father who is in heaven.” Matthew 6:1
Okay, maybe that’s just me.
But I have to confess that this is sometimes my motivation for serving
others. This is sometimes my motivation
for sharing the gospel. This is
sometimes why I blog. This might even be
a part of why I’m blogging right now. A
pretty good marker that lets me know when I’m living out of this mentality is
that my behavior drastically changes depending upon my audience. When I’m around Christian friends I do my
best to seem “super-spiritual” *said with a lisp*. Then when I get in the presence of non-Christians
I hide the most important part of my life.
Now I’m not saying there aren’t times when it’s prudent to remain silent
about your faith or to just share bits and pieces at a time depending on the
situation. I’m just saying it’s
unhealthy when my reservation comes out of fear that my friends will think less
of me. Good news is often controversial
news. On the flip side, it can be very
life-giving to share what God’s doing in my life with my Christian
friends. A crucial portion of this verse
is “in order to be seen by them.” This
means that you are sharing—and probably exaggerating—what you’re doing for God
in order to impress people.
What’s cool about the bible is that God can use the same
text to communicate to us in so many different ways. I can re-read the same passage during various
seasons of my life and understand something completely different each
time. I think it was meant to be that
way. God wouldn’t ask us to read a book
for our whole lives if it was going to bore us to death by being the same thing
every time. I would argue that this is
why one critique of the bible is that it “contradicts” itself (but that’s
another blog post). I have read Matthew
many times because when I run out of steam I always go back to the Gospels (Matthew,
Mark, Luke and John). This time after
reading the verse above, I proceeded to read the rest of chapter 6 on to the
beginning of chapter 7. It was like
watching every one of my struggles played out in an ugly sin-montage. Thanks a lot God. J
I have never considered the significance of the relationship
between these passages. This time
around, the connection between these passages seemed crucial. I began wondering. Why are they back-to-back in the bible? What do they have to do with one
another? These are all things I have
been/am currently struggling with. So
here’s what I feel like God was telling me:
“Trying to gain people’s approval by being holy is a
slippery slope to go down. When you try
to please people through serving me you choose the lesser reward of people
being impressed by you rather than the rewards I will give you in heaven for
being my faithful servant. You are
laying up treasures on earth rather than in heaven. And that means that your heart is on things
that rust and destroy rather than eternal things. That means that you’re trusting money—your own
efforts—rather than me. This makes you
anxious. When you trust in yourself you
begin to wonder if you’ll even have enough food to eat or clothes to wear. When you’re living under this system you
often start to judge others. Since you’re
living to please them instead of me, you basically allow them to be your
judge. So you start to think you can be
their judge. All the while missing huge
issues that need dealing with in your own life.
How can you give something as precious as your heart to people who can’t
possibly take care of it, rather than me?
All of this roots back to your core belief that I don’t want good things
for you. But even earthly parents know
how to give good things to their sons and daughters. Of course I, you perfect Father, will give
you good things. Here is the answer
child: Ask me for what you need. When you ask me for bread, I’m not going to
give you a rock silly. I will give you
more than you are even able to imagine. Seek
your fulfillment in me. Come to me and I will let you into my presence and you
will be satisfied.”
Matthew 6:1-7:11 Chelsea Standard Version
Any thoughts on this? Did you know all those golden passages were next-door neighbors? (I didn't!) What has God been teaching you lately?
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